Homecoming

so here i am at home..back from my freshman year of college. this has been one of the best years of my life. the people i met, the things did, the stuff i learned, all together have created some terrific memories. leaving UHART on Saturday was one sad a** day. i actually cried, i was really holding back tears all that morning ...actually i cried a little to myself the previous niite . i never expected to build such a strong relationship like i did with the "Fam" as i call them; jonita, jeremy, shana, peter...& at one point james. i love those first 4 people so much we spent just about every day together.


but what really hurt me the most was leaving Jonita and Jeremy. without these two i dnt know what i would have done this year (maybe more homewrk lol) but these 2 both have a part of my "small heart"( as they would refer to it). i love them both so00o0 much even if at times it seemed like i did'nt. they know me so well its crazzy and i know them inside & out too. i can officially say that we have laughed and cried together.... but i HAVE to make sure to see there faces this summer. seeing jeremy will be no issue i mean hartford is a hop skip && a jump away..but Jonita is out in bridgewater thats a mission imma have to really work on lol. but i could talk about them all day so imma end my Ode to the besties here

I have been thinking and i really i wanna change up my style starting with my summer wardrobe, then i will transition to the new B2S (back 2 school) look. i really wanna simplify my style of dress, not that how i dress now is super complicated but i think for summer i really just want cute sandals, simple tanks, shorts and cool accessories. i find myself feeling really cute in a white tee, cuffed jeans, flip flops, and an armful of bangles. simple yet chic in my eyes. so i think im going to invest in lots of cute flip flops/sandals and lots of accessories. hopefully i can do this for cheap because this summer really needs to be all about making money and saving some. ive got CC bills out my lil behind, and i need to be more financially stable for school nxt year. i hope the opening of the new uber forever 21 can help in my style revamping they have sandals for 7.50!! lol

i also wanna get my hair braided this summer. this girl hasnt rocked braids in a piece..lol i hoping it might encourage some growth and in the end save some money so no hairdresser every week or 2. the braids i want are called tree braids(google it i dnt feel like explaining) so now i just have to find someone around here that does em. this thursday i MUSt buy my ticket to see Trey songz at Hot jam i told my mom i would take my lil brother (&& possibly my lil cousin) and they are gonnna let me drive. but i hope trey goes to one of the clubs after cuz i'm def in there (&& maybe i can sneak in a visit to my bestie out there in hartford lol) also my cousin really wants me to go to her graduation in june so i need to purchase a plane ticket which is currently going for $226... how easy things would be if i were rich..smh

but umm im gettin a lil tired now && the wiz is on i really love this movie so t00dles