Homecoming

so here i am at home..back from my freshman year of college. this has been one of the best years of my life. the people i met, the things did, the stuff i learned, all together have created some terrific memories. leaving UHART on Saturday was one sad a** day. i actually cried, i was really holding back tears all that morning ...actually i cried a little to myself the previous niite . i never expected to build such a strong relationship like i did with the "Fam" as i call them; jonita, jeremy, shana, peter...& at one point james. i love those first 4 people so much we spent just about every day together.


but what really hurt me the most was leaving Jonita and Jeremy. without these two i dnt know what i would have done this year (maybe more homewrk lol) but these 2 both have a part of my "small heart"( as they would refer to it). i love them both so00o0 much even if at times it seemed like i did'nt. they know me so well its crazzy and i know them inside & out too. i can officially say that we have laughed and cried together.... but i HAVE to make sure to see there faces this summer. seeing jeremy will be no issue i mean hartford is a hop skip && a jump away..but Jonita is out in bridgewater thats a mission imma have to really work on lol. but i could talk about them all day so imma end my Ode to the besties here

I have been thinking and i really i wanna change up my style starting with my summer wardrobe, then i will transition to the new B2S (back 2 school) look. i really wanna simplify my style of dress, not that how i dress now is super complicated but i think for summer i really just want cute sandals, simple tanks, shorts and cool accessories. i find myself feeling really cute in a white tee, cuffed jeans, flip flops, and an armful of bangles. simple yet chic in my eyes. so i think im going to invest in lots of cute flip flops/sandals and lots of accessories. hopefully i can do this for cheap because this summer really needs to be all about making money and saving some. ive got CC bills out my lil behind, and i need to be more financially stable for school nxt year. i hope the opening of the new uber forever 21 can help in my style revamping they have sandals for 7.50!! lol

i also wanna get my hair braided this summer. this girl hasnt rocked braids in a piece..lol i hoping it might encourage some growth and in the end save some money so no hairdresser every week or 2. the braids i want are called tree braids(google it i dnt feel like explaining) so now i just have to find someone around here that does em. this thursday i MUSt buy my ticket to see Trey songz at Hot jam i told my mom i would take my lil brother (&& possibly my lil cousin) and they are gonnna let me drive. but i hope trey goes to one of the clubs after cuz i'm def in there (&& maybe i can sneak in a visit to my bestie out there in hartford lol) also my cousin really wants me to go to her graduation in june so i need to purchase a plane ticket which is currently going for $226... how easy things would be if i were rich..smh

but umm im gettin a lil tired now && the wiz is on i really love this movie so t00dles

yeah so......

I know I havent posted anything in a very long time for couple reasons:

***Im Lazy

**I have changed my major to PROCRASTINATION lol

*Alot has been goin on in this little ladys life (more like emotional type stuff)

yeah so thats why i've been MIA i know that no one really reads this so maybe no one even noticed that i was being neglectful but any who here i am on S P R I N G B R E A K laying on the couch; while my Dad watches reruns of The Wire(great show) and i have decided that this is a perfect time for me to do a little bloggin ya know let the people inside my head lol....

so i think i wanna talk about whats been going on with me lately

******partying & what not; had a fashion show/after party at school good fun:

me & my girlies on ur way to the show in the freezing cold

pic from the show of my buddy Van he was def. in model mode that day lol

****I've been pretty broke latley but i always manage to find a few bucks for things like large pizza's or trips to the mall for a headband or 2 or 3..lol

*****I have decided that i wanna get a certificate in one of those Bridal Consultant Programs because i would love to be a wedding planner or open a one stop bridal consulting shop one day or work at one or even just work at a dress shop (besides the one i work at now, love ya Just B) so yeah thats going on the mental Bucket list, but i wanna do it soon..like NOW so this summer i need to pick between that and bartending school (yes ,i wanna bartend too lol).....

*****now on a more serious note; latley i have been having...hmm how should i put this well basically boy problems.Something that once seemed so secure has crumbled iright n front of my eyes and the worst part is i am still not even sure why... all communication has ceased and my attempts at reconciliation have been ignored.. NO ONE EVER IGNORES ME (well not seriously at least) so that had me all messed up in the head for a while && i still dnt know what i should do but enough about that

****onto a MUCH lighter note i returned to work today and it was great i really missed that place! i love it there, sold a couple dresses but it was good fun interacting with the prom girls and all there prom drama and all the crazzy moms and their crazzy opinions... speaking of work i have decided i really want to work at Jovani that girl on real world has my dream job there as the director of PR && this fool doesnt even have a college degree.. so here i am working at a degree in PR and all she does and go on real world and lands this awesome job. im kinda jealous

more post coming soon

So I didn't really plan on watching the Grammys...

But boy am i glad i did( ***thanks for calling me and reminding me to tune in Bianca) because i would have never believed these things if i didn't see it for myself: First we have MIA who is wearing what looks like a mesh body suit with polka dot appliques sewed onto the most unappealing parts of her body..lmao I mean i love some MIA but this was just weird and original in a bad way. I will forever see this
image whenever the Grammys is mentioned from now on....

Then there was Estelle who dress really reminded me of the mother from the Jetsons; Jane Jetson lmao but sadly these are the only things i took away from the Grammy partly because i wasn't paying much attention and secondly I didn't really care.....

****also i refuse to comment on the Chris Brown and Rihanna story too many allegations and rumors floating around, plus i am worried about Chris Brown's after this he has a lot of young fans who admired him......

Disgustingly Disturbing

I read a news story today about a 8 year girl in Saudi Arbia being married off to a 47 year old man, this union was arranged by her father in order to settle his debts, ths is gross and wrong in so many different ways......

what you should be bumpin too:

This is a great album... she's pretty amazing

enough said

Valentines Day Goodies

I have never been one to care about Valentines Day i just like any excuse to get a new outfit... so i'm not really into chocolates or the roses and all that. i mean chocolate makes you fat and roses die. also i hate teddy bears , but stumbled across these goodies today && made me wanna look for somewhere to go on the 14th......

KITSCHY KISS CLUTCH by Betsey Johnson

The Elle Dress w/Thumbhole in GrayDresses By Dealers of the Purple Cloth
( Love this dress, i think it would look damn good on me too)

Betsey Johnson

DEANDRA PUMP

The Double Sided Hate Love Crystal Pendant Necklace

in PinkJewelry By Tarina Tarantino

Upcoming Things I'm Really Excited About

The Sims 3

The Sims has to be the most addicting game ever invented... and i dont see how they can even keep improving but some how they are so I think i may be pre ordering the Sims 3 (i heard they can have cars now and drive anywhee and everywhere) but the date for this has been pushed back to June 2 (orginally to be released Feb.)

Trey Songz Third Album Ready

I must admit i am openly obsessed with Trey Songz but i think its a reasonable obsession; i don't run around sayin he's "hubby" or hang millions of posters or dumb stuff like that but i do play his songz (pun intended) lol all day everyday and talk about him alot.. so you know i am impatiently waiting for the release of his album entitled Ready...

MAC Hello Kitty Collection

i have kinda always had a secret obsession with Hello Kitty and MAC is just amazing to begin with so this collection really excites me it actually debuts at MAC stores and counters nationwide on Feb 12.... but what i am most excited about in this collection is the gray nail polish:

photo courtesy of alllacqueredup.com
It's like the perfect shade of gray polish that i have been searching for since i got into this whole nail polish phase.(and i don't think the gray trend is dead just yet) coincidentily its called On The Prowl *hehehe

Free IHOP Pancakes

I mean who doest already love IHOP, but for them to give out free pancakes one day a year is just mind blowingly amazing....im def in there like swimwear lol